My acceptance and apology

One must follow the path one leads,
Caused by present and past,
I am dumb and narrow minded,
Trying to think and doubt from all angles,
Pretending solving others' when I face same myself,
Work is worship and it deserves respect,
Assuming work coming before all I accept,
Close by names and trying imagination,
Far by distance and dearth of genuine warmth,
For good you did and thought,
I apologize for mistaking it as othewise,
Strength I have I shall use and you do too,
To keep lighting the "life must go on" darkness,
Keep happiness close to you,
Fallible lily stoops down to the moon,
For possesing transient companionship,
Appreciate good intention if moon had,
Shinning for long has lily live its life,
I like lily shall bow down for your hidden goodness,
Take my bad and change it like your good,
If memory as thin as paper must arise,
Use wisdom as flames to burn down to null,
My memories even if it be as everest,
I shall erase it through contemplating on emptiness,
Let us now live just the way we would have,
Even if this words are not written,
Let my word, fragmented be molded than curved,
Let it be a pill to normalcy and equanamity,
Do your best and be the partner of your dream, wishes.
May god bless you and all of us,
I shall come to terms as you already did,
Or there was nothing to accept already.
Adieu! As minutes ends I try to end my words,
Through difficulties.
Alas! I tried to look through eyes with dirts.
Now, almighty firgive me,
Your share I tried to confess if it demands one,
You may need to do it by yourself too if it must be,
For two negatives don't charge,
Apoogy if thou required not one.