Drupchen at Zangdogpelri, Kanglung ended and I am happy to have contributed in it in small ways yet I am still unsure if I have prayed it perfectly since wisdom from ignorance and illusion ladden mind bearing creature like me is as torch trying to light up the whole area or worlds. Being still a wanderer in samsara I doubt of my capability to light darkness, ignorance and illusion of infinite creature of six realms who had once been my parents yet I am confident of prayers, wishes, deeds and dedication of preserver of religion, lamas, monks and bodhisattvas. Prayers devoid of doubt has potential to germinate fruit of the seed of wishes. Let all of us, one day free from this pain of samsara. Contented with successful end yet mind of untamed me felt like something is deprived or missing. Inertia and hangover is sickening. Had there been bold thread of detached mind, I could have surely used. Where do I find or make this thread? Let us find it and let our small dedication and participation in drupchen, absolute participation done by lam Neten and monks and same such meritorious acts performed by all bear fruit and let this fruit/merit be dedicated to all the sentient beings in finding the thread. Let boddhisattva mind be born in those who have not have so far and to those who have and will have, let it grow till infinity. Let my emotion rest in peace.
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